When I was trying to figure out what to do with my life after everything that happened to me in the last year I googled, I didn't die so now what? There were posts after posts of suicide attempts gone wrong so let me clear that up now. I did not try to commit suicide, well unless purposeful unhealthy behavior and denial are considered attempts.
The rest of the story and gory details we can get into later but the fact is, here we are almost a year later and I wanted to find people that have lived to tell the tale and see what they did with it so I can figure it out too. Hence, I didn't die so now what.